Why I Blog

I often ask myself this. Why do I blog? Why does anyone?

For me, I think it's mostly because in the real world (as opposed to this "fake one?" lol) I often don't get heard. I open my mouth, (fairly coherent) words come out but is it truly considered speaking if no one hears you? And not to say that I have a broad audience on the web (hi all four commenters!) but I know that at least four people love me enough to actually hear at least SOME of what I say. Can't say the same for the 100's 10's of people I pass by or speak to face to face every day.

And for as little as I seem to have going on in my life, it's nice to have a place I can come to and over share my thoughts. I can get gritty depressed and moan or get all giggly and stupid and rave over Zachary Levi and I don't have to really worry about how silly or pathetic anyone thinks I am. I mean, y'all might roll your eyes or mutter under your breath at me but I can't see or hear you! I can be brutally honest here in a way that I can't with my family.

In fact, one of the best parts of blogging is that I can let it all hang out (figuratively. You wouldn't really want all this hanging out!) and if I don't like your response I can delete it! Not that I've ever had to. I've never in my life found more acceptance for my weirdness than right here on this blog and a few other places 'round the web.

I'm not kidding myself into thinking that y'all really care that I get up at 6 to go grocery shopping on Saturdays or that I'm obsessed with HGTV and Mike Holmes's muscles. I'm not completely out to lunch. But it's great to have a place I can say all the silly things in my head and not fear being judged or dismissed.

Yeah, I have a journal I keep at home. I've kept a journal since I was 15. Well, that's not entirely true. I also had a journal in the 4th grade but it was mostly about how Charlie B. spoke to me at the water fountain or played jump rope with me. Sensational when I was 10! lol

So obviously, journaling has always been important to my sanity. But there's a greater sense of release that I get to over share my idiosyncrasies with the Internet masses. Even if the masses ARE a handful of people. That sense of being heard, of having a relatively safe place to rant or rejoice gives me great comfort.

And honestly? I'd probably freak if I had more than a handful of readers. And I'm super thankful that the four or five I've got I consider wonderful friends.

So that's (sort of) why I blog.

I also blog because where else am I gonna leave my craziness that I won't get carted off by men in white coats?

Comments

JenFS said…
You're sweet! YOu know, I probably enjoy your blog more than I realize. It's part of my daily routine. I work, I tell myself when I'm done with ____ then I can take a break and check Jana's blog. And the little break gives me something funny or sweet or sad sometimes. But it makes me feel connected. I know that sounds funny, but it's hard to be connected daily to your friends and it's a way I feel connected to a friend. Especially since I can post back to you and get responses. I guess it just makes me feel connected to someone on a daily basis. I enjoy it. :)
ANd actually, I get what you were saying about Mike Holmes. My hubby likes to watch him and i don't mind either!
Jana said…
I agree with the "keeping connected" thing. That's what I love about getting comments and what I enjoy about things like facebook. Even if I don't get to see a lot of my friends I can still say connected to them and maintain that fuzzy feeling of kinship.

I'm all sappy now. lol (((hugs)))
Heather said…
Kind of funny that you pre-scheduled this to post last week as someone at RD posted a similar topic. GMTA, I guess! I agree with the staying connected part, though like you there are people who DO NOT know about my blog. I like being able to share stuff that's going on here with friends, as well as photos and books I've read, and that wouldn't necessarily appeal to some people I know. Plus if they knew about it I couldn't talk about them any more, LOL.

I admit, the main reason I balk at joining facebook is that I don't necessarily want people from different parts of my life connecting with others. Mainly I don't want certain family members connecting with friends from college, or even some of the people I know online. I don't need that kind of headache!
Jana said…
LOL Trixie! I know what you mean about FB. I was a little leery of that, too (the mixing of different circles of friends) but so far it hasn't been that big a headache. My family/face to face friends don't seem to notice that there's a lot of people I'm friends with (internet friends) who they don't know/have never heard of. And everyone plays nice. ;-)

Can't say that there aren't OTHER frustrations with FB, though. lol

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